Fingers tightly crossed

Well, the money thing with Fiancee was a misunderstanding, it turns out. Now he just doesn't want me to go, and he's making me promise I won't leave him (for another guy). He should be more confident about our relationship. But maybe that comes with time, I don't know.

Now I just need to decide when to leave and put all of this in motion without getting emotional about it. Controlling my emotions is something I need to work on. I let them get the best of me too easily. I need to get all of this in motion BEFORE I feel the need to get emotional. Right now would be a good time, but the parents are on a weekend trip, so I have to wait until after the weekend. I hope I still feel as strong as I do about it right now by the time the weekend is over.

I'm keeping my fingers crossed.